Feeling unmotivated

Alright, I am aware, I haven’t been here for a while. If been feeling so unmotivated and panicked about my future and in true Mollie-style, I’ve stopped everything and just sat and worried for weeks.

The worrying stops now.

I have had so many goals for this year and next; finish my masters degree, get a “real” job, pay off my debts, start saving, and KEEP THIS BLOODY BLOG A REGULAR THING.

So far I’ve stuck to none of them. I’ve had a full blown existential crisis. I don’t know who I am, where I’m going, or who I want to be… can anyone relate?

So here I am. Keeping it real. I haven’t got a clue what I’m doing. All I know is there are fundamental things I want to be doing and I need to work bloody hard to make them happen.

This post is keeping me accountable. I will post at least twice a week to keep this blog a real thing, even if it’s just for me to document and ramble my boring life. I will start working on my masters again and get back into the swing of things, I will continue to apply for jobs until I find one that’s right for me. The rest should naturally fall into place.

My next post will be the changes I’ve made to help me get back on the wagon and stop being a self-sabotaging mess.

Speak soon, Mollie xoxo

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